Look at me now, look at me now... I can't breathe

"Over and above everything I say I've got a reasonable suspicion that you're going to get away. Over and above everything I do nothing in this world can prepare me for losing you." Cutting Jade - Look at Me Now

My life continues to be entirely unpredictable and complicated. I've also been slacking on my e-mailing lately. Two people have now bollocked me for it. Sorry.

I think I may be in a bit a slump at the moment. Generally that means I need to do something to drag my ass out of it. I don't know. Eveything at the moment seems insipid, vague, hazey, and washed out. I was looking forward to seeing Eric on Thursday for a massive cocktail binge drinking session, but now his boss has taken a holiday and he has to fill in for him. Great. I need a friendly face right now. I also need London. London would fix me. Unfortunately I'm financially tied up for the next 3 weeks. Hold thumbs that I come through all this without permanent scars.

I spoke to my parents for the first time in a few weeks yesterday. My mom's booked a ticket over here for a holiday and should be arriving on the 30th of July. Wicked cool. I miss her alot. I wish my dad was coming too though. I miss pub trips with him. Actually right now I miss alot of things. Do you want to know what makes it worse? I can't find the right music to fit my mood. I hate that.

Ok. I'm going to try and do some work of this damn blog idea that's been in my head for so long.