So lets be candid

I think Natalie was right... far too many things have been taken for granted in the past. Like me always being available. Understanding. Tolerant.

I think I just need to take some time out for myself and try to get my head sorted out. I'm a complete moron relationship-wise at the moment.

But what really gets me is that for all the things that I do, and all the sacrifices, do you know what I get in return? Indecision.

* Well that was a completely edited version of another post that I wrote. I decided not to publish it... I think it would have put too many peoples backs up. Ah fuck, it still probably put some backs up.