Irrational

As unfounded as it is, and even though I've received calls from the new company letting me know that everything is on, I still keep getting these completely irrational thoughts that someone is going to call me up very soon and tell me this has all been a big mistake and that they are in fact retracting their offer of employment. It's bloody annoying. More so because I know it's unfounded, and I know it's irrational, and even though I know all this I still can't get it out of my head.

Having said that, I'm still getting all the purchasing for the new position out of the way. My wardrobe needed an upgrade, and another suit added to it. New work shoes were bought after close inspection revealed that the current pair had seen their best days already. And my luggage needs to be replaced after some kind person at Heathrow ripped it apart (and bent the metal reinforcers?!) after my last trip to South Africa. Generally it just means I'm spending a load of money at the moment.