I'll do graffiti if you sing to me in French

So I guess it's congratulations to him, and commissarations to me. I missed out on getting that promotion. So now someone I regard as a weaker candidate for the position than myself... is my boss. These things are sent to try us.

Other than that I feel I currently SUCK at blogging. I was reading the Tony Pierce article Nat linked to and all I could think was... yes, I worry too much about what my readers girlfriend will think when she reads this. I remember writing prolifically when I was embroiled in the fight to win her. Not that the only thing I want to write about is my relationship... but it is a big chunk of my life right now. And I tend to dislike making posts just to mention links. But that's just me.

I wonder what she'll think when she reads this? It moments like these when the idea of an anonymous blog appeals... but then I think, how much of knob would that make me?

Current spin-offs of being unsuccessful in the interview are that I've started actively looking at my job options. Yes, I know I've only been with the company for 5 months... however, I am underpaid for what I do and there are alot of options out there. Two big ones at the moment include changing onto the medical side of working for a pharma company, which may also mean changing pharma companies. Or moving from the agency which currently pays my salary to work directly for the company I represent. The latter option is VERY appealing... especially as they've recently advertised for people to fill positions I am perfectly qualified for. My ap0plication went in last night so we'll see what happens I guess.

Right now it's off to find to slabs of steak for tonight and some double cream to make pepper sauce with. God I'm hungry.